when someone who always put you first finally puts you second... it feels weird... i probably should have known not to get used to it after all this time of being last.


ps
if you want to hear the truth, why is it so damn easy to fake it?

my boyfriend's in jail
hahaahahaha
and i think my sister and my best friend called the cops on him

hahahahaa
isn't that great?!!

i think i'm going into hysterics ahahahaha ohhh man wtf is going on?!!!


oh yeah!
also i'm grounded for two weeks so i cant even go see him! HAHAHAA THIS IS SOOOO GREAT

TO TAKE THIS SURVEY, SIMPLY PUT YOUR MUSIC PLAYER ON SHUFFLE AND ANSWER THE QUESTIONS WITH THE TITLE OF THE SONG THAT COMES ON

1)What is your name? Or what should your name be?:
Smells Like Teen Spirit - Nirvana


2)How is your life going?:
Sweetness - Jimmy Eat World
yesh i would agree

3)What is your nickname?:
Descontrol - Wisin Y Yandel
i don't exactly know what the words mean... but sure!

4)What is your theme song?:
Wouldn't It Be Loverly - My Fair Lady
heeey i'm not that poor... D:

5)What is your best friend's theme song?:
Get You Wet ft. Plies - Pretty Ricky
omg that's so creepy

6)How is your life going to turn out?:
Primavera- Santana
sure. whatever that means.

7)Will you get married?:
Regret - The GazettE
damn that's messed up

8)Will you have kids?:
Talk To Me - Stephen Lynch
nooo my kids will jack off in my bed ; _ ;

9)What will your job be?:
X-Ecutioner Styler ft. Black Thought - Linkin Park
@_@ th-that's my dream job!!!

10)Did you/will you finish school?:
My Generation - The Who
i hope i die before i get old yo.

11)Who is your best friend?:
You've Really Got A Hold On Me - The Miracles
whoever it is i must really like them.

12)Who is or will be your significant other?:
Little Things - Good Charlotte
sorry, caleb i guess you're a loser like me.

13)Who do you like?:
Right Now (Na Na Na) - Akon
well apparently i would like to make love with them right nanana.

14)How will you die?:
On A Plain - Nirvana
yup out in the english countryside.

15)How do you feel right now?:
Forever - Chris Brown
i know that's right <333

16)What is your favorite song?:
THE RAGE BEAT - 浅倉大介
hmmmm i doubt it

17)How could you describe your parents?:
My Girl - The Temptations
k that's just messed up man. i feel uncomfortable...

18)Your home?:
My Generation - The Who
wth? again?

19)Your teachers?:
Suddenly It Jumped - Duke Ellington
whatever that means it's pretty entertaining.

20)Your significant other [or crush...]?:
Sin Tu Amor - Camila
aww :3

21)Youself?:
My Generation - Chapeaumelon
THIS IS MESSED UP YO

22)What is your best feature?:
Crazy Dog - Big bang
uhm.

23)What will you be / should you be, profession-wise?:
Hey Bulldog - The Beatles
I will hide in pianos.

24)How could you describe this survey?:
Falstaff Beer Commercial - The Cream
refreshing as a falstaff

25)What makes you angry?:
Innocent Sorrow - Abingdon Boys School
yeah suck it up ya damn pussy.

26)What makes you sad?:
生暖かい雨とざらついた情熱 - The GazettE
not particularly...

27)What makes you happy?:
Glamour Profession - Steely Dan
yeah i do kinda wanna be a hair stylist...

28)What makes you dance?:
SUPER DRIVE - 浅倉大介
gravitation always makes me dance... HAPPY DANCE FOR DELICIOUS YAOI!!!

29)What is your favorite color?:
May This Be Love - The Jimi Hendrix Experience
damn i love this song... has nothing to with color though...

30)How would you describe yourself?:
Sleepless Beauty - Nittle Grasper
lol riiiight i'm like the opposite disney princess. this bitch parties all night!!

31)Who is your worst enemy?:
Jubaku Oto - Kagerou
yes. I WILL DESTROY YOUUUU

32)Who do you hate?:
Horns and Tails - Poison The Well
yeah... those... damn kids with... horns and... tails...?

33)Who do you love?:
Toad - Cream
obviously. heyyy isn't he supposed to turn into a prince or some shit?

34)Who do you lust after?:
Descontrol - Wisin Y Yandel
what is up with all these same songs...? like out of the 4000 songs i have it can't choose 47 different songs...?

Finish the Sentece

35)I wish: Congratulations, I Hate You - Alesana
ummm i wish i had proper grammar. jesus.

36)I want to: Toxic - Britney Spears
i wanna intoxicate stuff?

37)I want to kill: Aerials - System of a Down
yeah i'll shoot those bitches in the sky

38)I want to eat: Girl All The Bad Guys Want - Bowling For Soup
haha that's fantastic.

39)My head is: Samurai Heart - AAA
my brain is my heart? that seems kinda strange...

40)My best feature is: Get or Lose - AAA
yeah if you don't get it you lose bitchhhh

41)My eyes are: Ten Years Gone - Led Zeppelin
HOLY CRAP I'VE BEEN BLIND FOR TEN YEARS?? HOW DID I NOT KNOW THIS??

42)My hair is: Otsegolectric - Static-X
hmm whatever that means it sounds pretty badass

43)My face is: Baby Don't Scold Me - Buffalo Springfield
apparently abused.

44)You should: All The Right Words - Ill Niño
uh?

Random

45)Words of advice: I Heard You - Good Charlotte
eh? what's that whipper snapper?

46)How do others see me?: Baby You're a Rich Man - The Beatles
crap. i'm a man.

47)How do I see myself?: Show Biz Kids - Steely Dan
in Las Vegas apparently

10 Rando​m Thing​s About​ Me:

1. i depend on tarot cards.


2. i think i might actually be smart. too bad i don't give a shit.


3. i only smoke marlboro reds and djarum blacks.


4. sometimes i trick myself into wanting things just so i can actually get what i want for once.


5. my god i am so grungy


6. my friends are everything to me. i mean EVERYTHING.


7. i miss those purple pop tarts...


8. i wish i wasn't so weak.


9. i believe that everyone in the world needs to smoke a bowl.


10. it's not that i trust too quickly, i just trust too much.


9 Ways To Win Me Over:​​

1. make me laugh. and don't just be funny. be witty.


​2. surprisingly, i actually like to hear or see some sort of affection, rather than just implying it.


3. have some intelligence for god's sake.


4. be polite, god dammit.


5. at least a text every once in a while is nice...


6. hope you don't mind if i call you drunk at 2 am.


7. accept me for everything i am.


8. be my best friend.


9. i'm not much for cheesy shit. just a few simple words is perfect for me.


8 Ways To Annoy​ Me:

1. talk about shit you don't know


2. take things without asking


3. have zero common courtesy


4. ignore me. i'd rather you tell me to fuck off than just pretend i don't exist.


5. judge me.


6. be ridiculously loud and obnoxious to get attention.


7. say things that any person with some common sense would disapprove of.


8. fuck with my friends. i'll fuck you up.


7 Thing​s I Want To Do Befor​e I Die:

1. genetically engineer a giant housecat so i can ride it around.


2. travel the world.


3. find just one person who actually gets me.


4. do some good in the world.


5. learn how to be selfless


6. be truly happy without being naïve.


7. get my shit together.


6 Thing​s I Need in life:​​

1. a meaningful relationship.


2. cigarettes


3. knowledge


4. music


5. my friends.


6. synthetic happiness.


5 Thing​s Im Scare​d Of:

1. being buried alive


2. going back to my past


3. the future


4. being in the middle of the ocean alone


5. losing my self control.



4 Favor​ite Thing​s In My Bedro​om:​​

1. soda cans


2. a giant pile of thongs


3. mah computer


4. me?



3 Thing​s I Do Every​day :

1. smoke


2. laugh


​3. pretend


2 Thing​s​ I Will Alway​s Cheri​sh :

1. my friends.


2. the family that tries so hard to give me something normal, despite everything we fucked up.


1 Confe​ssion​ I Have To Make:​​

i'm afraid of infatuation.